Little did I know🥰
How many times did I wake up at the middle of the night to cry my thoughts out and stay awake until morning having locked myself in a room🤔...Sitting on the bed and sometimes at the floor trying to figure out everything in the dark covered by the ceilings on top and the only thing I could hear was the dark cold night whispers,no chirping of the birds😥no light to cover the chills in the room😑scared of the person I was becoming😢scared of what I'd face the following day🥶I was getting cold,and if I had to cry out loudly only my pillows could feel the pressure of what my mouth was covering for no one to hear the strong one cry🤬not eating for days and in that cold night,no beem of sleep or light or hunger could strike for thoughts were roaming everywhere😪ssssshhhh🤫I could tell my mind whenever it could begin speaking loudly. O boy🤭🥺what should you feel?that now nobody understands what you feel.I want to try this and then tomorrow,no its not working🥴Let me be with people,noooo...